This is going to be a short little post about some medical things. One, not sure if I mentioned this before, but I am only going gluten free right now. I lasted one week of both gluten and dairy free and by the end I was VERY hungry! : )
I also have my follow-up brain MRI on Oct 3rd. This is to see if I have any MS lesions in my brain.....so obviously I am hoping for a clear picture! This is also the day I get to go crazy with gluten. Olive Garden, Panera, Texas Roadhouse rolls, pizza (with gluten).....here I come!!!
Also mentally I feel spent. I know I have only been dealing with this for about 6 months and this is NOTHING compared to others, but I feel forgotten by God. If ya'll wanna know the truth, I am starting to feel like this is exactly what I deserve. That because of the sin in my life, how could I possibly expect anything else. I KNOW I sound ridiculous, but like I said this is my "feelings."
This isn't to be mean, but please no one make a comment to this post. I don't want any Christian "pick me ups." : ) I am just at a low and I know eventually God will pull me up.
What I really want though is a friend. I know I have friends here but I mean someone who I literally see. Not someone I talk to on the phone, or email, or text, or facebook....someone who makes time to see me face to face. I know, I know, I am soooo old school! : )
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